i want you to know that when i read your thread, i felt a punch in the stomach. I tried tried to wright a post many times, but every time I read what I wrote, it just made my stomach feel worse so I kept deleting them. But I would be a fool just to ignore something like this. So I tell you that: I wish from the bottom of my heart, that you eventually beat cancer, but whatever happens, try to LIVE EVERY MINUTE OF YOUR LIFE LIKE YOU MEAN IT!