my whole thing is what happens ater u die...i mean everyones got this thing where, u die and u go to heaven...but wtf is heaven?...

then i start thinking...what if i die and thats it...its the end...then i get this weird ass dizzy feeling, theres nothing gaurnteed to me, i havent been promised a tomorrow...its really creepy when u think about it...im just sitting here...waiting to die...and ocne u die what was the point of everything...why did i have to go through all that bs to have it ended in a blink of an eye...(which is why i think im so lazy...)