Good luck man.

You know what i did when it got hard?

Took the advice from people on these boards...

I went for a long long walk, smoked a HUGE joint, filled to the brim with the most cough inducing skunk i have ever smoked and then i fell alseep for a while.

Did i come out a better person?

Hell yeah... I'd smoked a joint... what, i was gunna come out worse? I dont think so!