Sorry to sound upset, I do feel as if the whole world looks down on those of us who choose to partake of some of Gods gift of ganja. Especially in the line of work I do. I tell you, I'd much rather be around a bunch of potheads than a bunch of drunks! Especially on the road! I have smoked just a toke or two, some resin actually I scraped from by bowl last weekend. I know I shouldn't have but I broke down, I was having a hell of a day. So I have not smoked anything in only a few days. Before that it was like maybe 5 tokes total ever since the 7th. So I have way cut down from my usual joint or so per day. It has been so tough, I've smoked weed since I was 20 pretty regularly and subbed when I have had to test, which was only 3 times before. Thats like 17 years! I am a good mom, especially to be a single mom of 3 with no help from their dad. It does get tough, thank God for my family or I don't know what I'd do. I did buy 5 cheap tests but used 3 when I tried to dilute but could not tell if they were pos or neg. So I have 2 left and I was trying to wait til I have been clean a little longer. I do mean it when I say thanks for all ya'lls help and words of wisdom. Just the support alone makes it better!
Yeah I do need to smoke a whole lot more, you got that right!:dance: