I'll never apologize for anything I've said, or who I've said it to up to this point, except for what I said to hunny in another thread. I admit that it was uncalled for.

However, I will apologize for being stupid enough to make this as public as I did. At the time, it felt like I was being singled out. I thought that at the most, maybe the child porn joke post itself would be deleted and I would get a stern warning, but I guess I see why there is a zero tolerance for such a thing. That's what I get for not reading the TOS, but who really does anyway? I suppose that maybe it was just a big coincidence that I was banned shortly after I made a negative comment to Ammie. Whether I was or wasn't singled out, I'm sorry that the display I made here in this thread was as immature as it was.

It's all my fault, because I am actually dumb enough to try to make friends here, and also dumb enough to take things so seriously and personally when things go against me. As someone recently told me, I have to remember that you all are just words on a screen. That's all. I should have been more impersonal.

So anyway, I just wanted to say I'm sorry that the neutral parties had to see this. It should have been kept in between me and whoever else was involved. At the time, it felt like unjust treatmeant, so I blurted shit out.

Trust me when I say not seeking any forgiveness or understanding from certain persons whatsoever, but I just wanted to say my peace to the general public.

Thanks.