Hello All @ CANNABIS.COM!
It's kinda ironic that day after I decide to quit smoking and renounce my pothead boyfriend, that I'm faced with such a dilemna; my past smacked my ass forrealz today. I got a dream job.... the kinda job that most young (or not so young) women would die for. I started orientation today and was told and at the end of my perfect day was given a lab form to take a drug test within the next 10 days. The head began to spin. I was to be a part of an elite, exclusive and elegant guild of women. My membership was contingent on the fact that I wasn't a toker. That I wasn't a part of that culture.... I mean well I assume... considering the fact that the only recreational drug that stays in your system more than 10 days in weed. I'm fucking disappointed that all my efforts and my aspirations may be diminished to nothing just because I just haddddd to smoke... I mean the reason I started smoking was because of a spiritual awakening I had while on the drug. I began using the drug to open my mind in ways I was never able to before. How do I explain that to the "Devil that wears Prada"? And I'm so mad at my boyfriend for not supporting me in my efforts to get clean. But what do you expect from a guy whose been smoking for 14 years and is only 26? I wasn't smoking when I met him.... but in order to communicate with him, which was so hard me not smoking and him smoking constantly, I picked up that olddddd habit again. Hey I''m not blaming him, I shouldn't. I'm 21 and now's the time to start owing my actions and taking responsibility for what I do. I just never fucking thought smoking would possibly cost me my future. Started taking vitamins, drinking gallons of water, detox tea, cranberry juice. Gonna start saunas.... maybe working out as well. I am going to continue to document my fight to pass this test, so that others can look at this and maybe benefit. Maybe not have to end up in a situation like this. Scared, unable to sleep or concentrate because of some stupid lousy bastard's idea of employee quality control. I'm 5'10 and between 140-150 lbs. Suggestions and tips will all be highly appreciated and are welcomed. Peace Love and Smoke the shit out of that weed for me!
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DevilInAGreenDress Reviewed by DevilInAGreenDress on . DETOX DIARY first entry AUGUST 15TH Hello All @ CANNABIS.COM! It's kinda ironic that day after I decide to quit smoking and renounce my pothead boyfriend, that I'm faced with such a dilemna; my past smacked my ass forrealz today. I got a dream job.... the kinda job that most young (or not so young) women would die for. I started orientation today and was told and at the end of my perfect day was given a lab form to take a drug test within the next 10 days. The head began to spin. I was to be a part of an elite, exclusive and Rating: 5