thanks to all that replied. you guys have been helpful. thank you especially for pointing out that inner-ear could be an issue. i did some further research on the possible inner ear disorders and found the symptoms to be far more likely than a mood disorder. It's really the dizziness that drive me nuts. at this point I have an appointment set up with a dentist and an otolaryngologist. i suspect that it's because my wisdom teeth are popping out and it's in fact moving my jaw. they do close differnetly (at the same time my wisdom teeth are growing) but I never made this connection to my dizziness. after forcing it back for a few hours it improved my mood and the ability to focus significantly - not so much the orientation but i guess i cant expect too much when my brain doesnt know whats up whats down for 8 weeks. hopefully the professionals can give me an answer this week.