Thanks everyone for the input.

I will agree that I'm a tense person and tend to overthink things a lot. So you're all right about that. But it's just my nature to overanalyze things, I don' think there's much I can do about that.

Ok, to answer all the questions/comments here.

I didn't just take one hit. The first and second day I didn't do much, but by the fourth day I took at least five hits, the first one being the biggest. The last day I did the same amount both before and after I went out. So that was twice as much. So yeah, I did get it in me, and I WAS feeling something. I just wasn't feeling as pleasurable as people say you feel. But I definitely felt it, I mean something was obviously happening in me.

I was nervous about it, but I was in a comfortable setting with good friends anyway. No, I'm not 12, I hope I shouldn't be ashamed of that. I did hold the smoke in for a few seconds, and I did use a pipe.

I guess the bottom line is that everything affects people differently. It's not like I didn't have it in me, because I could barely move or walk up the steps, I was slurring my words and couldn't even walk in a straight line, and I was so incredibly tired that all I wanted to do was sleep for a few days. I guess I just had some effects but not all - not the ones that I wanted or expected. It's ok to laugh at me, I expected it, heh.