back when i was younger(1-5 grade) i was in a simaler situation i grew up way to fast for the people around me it was like being 15 armound a bunch of kindergardners it helped me strive to be what i am now i have a few freinds but all of them are the best of freinds populatity means nothing to me because i relized its just another useless concept, freindship is rudimentary to easy to acheave(sp) now in highschool(15) i see that nothing can ever change from the way it is and i find i dont want it to i have a good life i smoke a joint and let all my problems float away i feel everyday that i hate school more and more because its so useless its just a waste of my time maybe ill go to collage and get a fresh start but i dout it maybe haveing 10 freinds is a good thing? its keeps u isolated from all the drama and regulare everyday bullshit of haveing to many freinds things become complicated and u have to worry about ploting people talking behind yore back,or maybe you do maybe i should have to worry about my freinds talking about me but why should i care? if i have a good book and a fat sack im happy no matter wot,i supose the point of this long post is to chill forget about it all when ur 18 u can go to collage or you can leave it all behind im moveing to europ right after i get my AA im leaveing it all to never come back i know its hard to and in a way impossable but dont pay any attention to what people say or you can go the other route and start wooping some ass if its the only way to stop it all than it has to be done,and btw never take shit from ur parents always fight back if they go out of their way to make yore life shit