i just wrote this bigg long thing then decided whats the point in me running my mouth tell you how to run your life, If u want to cutt yourself and try to kill yourself over not have a girlfreinds,people making fun of u,not having a reliable dealer,and your parents fighting.Let me tell you, ive never had a gf and im a jr in highschool and am not planing on getting one tell im out and have my shit straight,second who cares if people make fun of u thats life people will talk there shit but u know what just look at them and say FUCK YOU!,I never had a reliable dealer and im sure most of us on this board have as well we all have been ripped off and we all have moved and had to find new dealers i just happen to have freinds that deal and brothers freinds that deal and hook me up and i was lucky enouph to trust them but anyway,it all takes time,over time u wil make freinds,and your freinds will give u dealers.dont kill yourself and dont run away from these boards smoke some weed it will help.

good luck bro