for me to take a break longer than a couple of days i had to smash every bong, rip every plant, switch off the fans and light and bin the stash.
mind you this was in a fit of drunken rage.
but it worked.
took me 10 years to realise i have 0 self control if i allow myself acess of any sort.
maybe i'll be sucessfull for more than a month aye