i know i told him i didn't wanna hear his bullshit he made a choice to be with her and her kid so he can have a child and be a daddy now. He was all like no no and crap. Btw hes a member of this board...but yea he was i messed up and i love u only u he even said hed go looking for me today while i am going out for lunch and keep asking me who i was going with like he owned me or sumthin. But he isn't gettin the hint i don't wanna be with a cheater...once a cheater always a cheater...right?

thanks guys for the post and help...this is soo hard for me...i had other relationships hes just the first guys i slept with, incase that wasn't too clear.