well im on these pills and they make me wanna express myself, so im gonna tell u guys my situation too

I am goin to homecoming with this girl that i like a lot. She broke up with her boyfriend of 6 months cuz he was goin to college. She still loves him but wants to get over him, and she also likes me. But she doesnt want to have a relationship right now. Now on saturday she wanted to kiss, but i told her i couldnt do it cuz last time we kissed i liked her soooooo much and everything was awesome but she didnt want a relationship. She just wants me to like her but not go out. I think thats gay, and i refuse to kiss her everytime shes feeling lonely, becuz that hurts me a lot. So i dont know what i should do. when i talked to her, she said she liked me a lot and wanted to be with me but if we went out, everyone would hate her and stuff and she couldnt deal with that. So i told her, im fine being your friend, and i would like to go out with you, but i cant do this inbetween crap becuz im just gonna end up getting too attached. So she said was like cryin sayin how much she likes hangin with me, and than the next day, she says she just wants to be friends. GIRLS ARE EVIL!! I was ready to just be friends, and than she said all that stuff which made me like her like crazy again, and now she just wants to be friends. She was probably planning this, she just wants me on this little string. girls are evil