I got so much stress on my back I cant walk. But I always was running with it. Im angry too cuz my connect is fuckin us tryna make a quick buck off some bullshit. All my people are in jail. I cant trust nobody. My homeboy shot a hole in my wall and I damn near broke his cranium and I aint seen him since. My other partner went crazy doin ice. My oldest daughter started school today and by this time in her life I shoulda had her college paid for already but I aint even got a plan for that at this point. I got on plenty mixtapes but aint shit poppin off with that. I aint capable of workin a 9-5. Shit is crazy.

Yeah Im stressed the fuck out,
But I feel no pain,
This world test me everyday,
But it's still no gain,
Same thang aint a thang changed,
Im still destined to be hit with the gauge,
Or either caught up in the chain gang,
Really its hard to maintain, I do what I can,
Steady tryin to figure out what I can do as a man,
To make it thru this bullshit,
Im grippin this full clip,
Plottin puttin it in the pistol,
And endin this whole trip....

I would never take my own life. Shit is just ugly and I felt like expressin it.
But fuck stress. Shit is nothin new to anybody on this planet we stuck on.