Well man since its your first grow, and your a begginer go out and buy yourself some seeded bud and use bagseed.. its not worth going out and spending a heap of cash on some seeds.. that more than likely be killed or something due to your noobness (no offence bro) plus some bagseed can be pretty kickass when grown properly so if you do have a succesful harvest your more than likely to get a few good buds to ponder on your seed decition for next time.. Peace!!