Quote Originally Posted by shoi
that it is.... but im hesitant to rlly do anything abt it... like first i dunno where i could go since i dont speak the language of the place i live and i dont want to seem like im just an emo teenager who thinks they need to be on prozac or w/e
Aye.. I can relate to the feeling.
I used to live in Quebec, CA.. where French is the primary spoken language. I recently (4 years now) moved to California.. and while I was in the process of learning English..I was often depressed thinking I was too different and stuff.

On that note, a little advice I can give you...
The fact that you are foreign has a lot of positives. It makes you someone with a different perspective of things and it can certainly be applied for many reasons, especially with girls!
I don't know how you feel on the matter, but one thing I can assure you is to never think negatively about that..you are experiencing something that MANY young adults can only dream of every night. You know what I mean?

Hope that helps..