Alright so I just cannot get my mind wrapped up on this coke subject. This girl is my ex girlfriend and the only one I have stayed friends with. She also has an addictive personality, I do not want to see her go down that road is what Im saying but if there's nothing I can do to stop it then let it happen I guess. I just hating standing here letting this kind of stuff happen and take the best of people. One of my other good good friends turned to coke when she was 16 because she up'd and wanted to give it a try. Now she also has an addictive personality with the ecstacy(I know aswell) and she ended up going down the wrong road with coke and e. She would go out and take 15-20 hits of e to get high and then she would reach her peak high and need some coke to bring her down, this alone carried an addiction. One of my older buddies whos a guy got heavily addicted. His parents sent him to rehab across the country, he came back and he's still using drugs, smoking, and drinking.

I just dont want the same to happen to this girl, but if she must see what it does to you then let it be. Im not sure if I should stand on the other side waiting to recieve her call saying shes addicted and needs to borrow some cash to get outta debt. This happend with the ecstacy I ended up paying my self only because I am a good loyal friend who actually gives 2 shits about my friends, but I dont think they do about me...
JohnnyCutCorners Reviewed by JohnnyCutCorners on . Im so angry, does this seem fucked up to you? One of my most close friends recently said she wanted to do coke, not to me because I hate the fact of snorting because of some shit my family is involved in. I asked her tonight and I asked her why she would feel the need to go out and do coke and she told me she "Just wants to do it" wich is how everyone else ends up an addict. Anyway she got really mad at me saying, its non of your business , what does it matter to you and such. Im sitting here now thinking of how fucked up this is, what Rating: 5