Ok my friend had a kid at fourteen after being homeless. I understand what it is like empathetically, though i could never be sympathetic of the decision. Rough times are rough times and we all have them, this is life and our own actions have repurecautions. A virtue we must all learn, more often then not through out own mistakes.

I hope you feel better about this, just sit down and think through in a quiet peaceful place. I personally go to forest and and nature but whatever works.