some of u need to catch a wake up. the point of life is to live. u'll never ever conclusively find the meaning of life. its a highly personal thing, u need to figure out the meaning that works for u.
for me, life is meant to be enjoyed. there is too much beauty in this world, too much good for me to do anything else.
prehaps our existance is pointless, but its more than good enuff for me.

salvia has nothing to do with any of this.