Well i create the paranoia i guess! i start to think of my heart beats on purpose for some reason cause ihve had a bad experience i think tht it will happen again so i get tht in my mind! and i feel like a huge heart beat like im gonna die! I try to think of it away but knowing at the back oh my mind im gona mention it again somehow! and sometimes i just get sooooo confused! i get lost in the world not knowing what i want or what im doing! i end up vomiting and i start to feel better!This paranoia is always in my subconsiouse like waitingg to be unleashed when i smoke! i need to take my mind off of it so tht i can enjoy the high i need suggestions from ppl tht know wht im talkin abt!