I have thought about this. I put my Tv on one of those music channels, reggae. It was some woman(or man?) singing something about jesus in the slow, Marley like rythm. I am fascinated by these jamaican folk. Seems as though this music is inspired by what I was talking about, nature. I might of known that all along, but I just realized it now. I think I might have figured something out here, something that just might drive me to happiness. I have to figure out how this electronic world and the natural world connect, I can then try to balance this out and not be so confused and frustrated about it. I have already figured that when I look at art, I see magic, when I read a book, it is also magic to me, because I can uniquely interprit the visuals in my mind. The internet however, there is nothing magical about it.

I have absorbed myself into this world way to much. Billionfold is right to say that I might be using the internet way to much, but then, so do many who post in message boards. I don't know, maybe this is my problem, maybe it something more...

Right now, I am trying to see if I am not alone in thinking this way, does anybody else feel the magic in the outside world? The good and different vibes you get from going for a walk in the park, or sitting by the ocean, or going to a nice restaurant to eat, or even just sitting at home staring at an interesting piece of art hanging on your wall. It's a stupid question, but damn it, I never asked anybody. It seems in these modern times, everybody is too busy with they're lives to notice these things anymore.