wow lol

Thanks for the words Cleve, I appreciate it

Res, thanks.. I understood completely what you're saying. I don't think i'll completely withdraw myself from society, from my friends and family. That would be like suicide, without the death part But I do plan to limit my social interactions. The more I spend in the company of these people - some friends, some just acquaintances - the more down I feel myself becoming. I feel myself slipping, almost. Slipping into the monotony and shallowness of society - i'm certain I can physically feel my IQ dropping every time I go out binge drinking or listen to talk about Eastenders or Match Of The Day. But, i'm not arrogant. I understand that to completely detach myself from life will be completely counterproductive, only the strongest willed man could do that without cracking. My plan is just to limit myself, to allow myself sporadic doses of friends and my social life - enough to keep me sane and keep my friends as my friends, but only as much as I want. I think that's the only way I can clear my head, sort things out, and find out what I truely want from life.

Thanks again guys, I appreciate your kind words alot

And Res, 'you got sum skillz, boi!'

peace!