I mentiond that I was reading a book to a couple of guy's at work and all I got was a "yeah" and a you sad bastard look.

And because I barely ever watch tv I spend a lot of time sitting through conversations with nothing to say (tv seems to be the only thing they ever talk about)

I end up balenceing thing's on my chin and stuff to get attention lol.

But take it easy and don't be too hard on yourself outherwise you'll end up living in misery