Thanks for reading guys.. Jake that's actually great advise.. Believe me I have tried just about Everything... with my hubby though, he's got some issues. and as much as i love him I am at the end of my rope. I don't want to leave him and I feel like such a whore for having these thoughts, but shoot I've got needs you know? I'm only 25, I shouldn't have to deal with this!
And yes suhl, thanks for your 'words of wisdom' but we have talked about this, we have been talking about this for a few years now. So know, I'm just like where do I go from here.