tired of pleasing myself...

[nitemarehippiegirl]

At some point I just need to say this I guess, this is as good as time as any... It has been way too long for me... I am going nuts here. I love my husband and I would never leave him and I would never want to intentionally hurt him... But he is hurting me! I know its not on purpose but this is killing me.. It's the only thing I've been thinking about for days, and when I'm high just forget it. It's like every breath I take is fucking orgasmic.
I can't deal with this it is pure and simple torture. I wonder if anyone has ever wanted it so much as I do right now. I lay awake at night just imagining a man's hands on me gentle and firm~ I am loving it, caressing my neck pulling my hair down on my back on my breast, slowly, on my tummy, softly, back to my breast, mmmm, just imagining it makes me groan with pleasure.
Kiss me let me kiss you
hold me let me hold you
I want you I want you...
in me.
Whisper to me, tell me something softly in my ear. Something, anything, tell me you want me.
I want to nibble on your ear, I want to run my hands through your hair, let me sigh, sigh with pleasure
as I kiss you
kiss your neck
and down
down
kiss you on your body, on your arms on your abs,
kiss you...
everywhere
slide my tongue down your...
I want to savior every bit of you
as you hold me,
hold me.
make me scream silently from within
I want you
I want you inside of
me
tease me, make me beg,
I don't care
I need you.
make me feel like a woman again...

am i really all alone here..?

nitemarehippiegirl Reviewed by nitemarehippiegirl on 07-25-2006. tired of pleasing myself... At some point I just need to say this I guess, this is as good as time as any... It has been way too long for me... I am going nuts here. I love my husband and I would never leave him and I would never want to intentionally hurt him... But he is hurting me! I know its not on purpose but this is killing me.. It's the only thing I've been thinking about for days, and when I'm high just forget it. It's like every breath I take is fucking orgasmic. I can't deal with this it is pure and simple Rating: 5

[SpiritLevel]

wow!! down boy, oops too late i've gelled my pants!! Print what u typed and show it any man u fancy a 'quicky' with, it just might work.. heheh

[zeebo phillips]

Maybe talk to him about it? Or try introducing some excitement (not saying that it couldn't be already right now, it just seems like it.)

I hope everything gets better for you, dear! Hang in there!

[thcbongman]

wow!! down boy, oops too late i've gelled my pants!! Print what u typed and show it any man u fancy a 'quicky' with, it just might work.. heheh

My sentiments exactly. I don't know what nut of a husband would turn that down!

[suhl]

try telling this to your husband instead of a message board it is probably a little more direct hahaha

[LIP]

Well, if you need help reliving these "symtoms" im more than happy to re-inact what you wrote. .. Damn, its better than porn lol...

[nitemarehippiegirl]

Thanks for reading guys.. Jake that's actually great advise.. Believe me I have tried just about Everything... with my hubby though, he's got some issues. and as much as i love him I am at the end of my rope. I don't want to leave him and I feel like such a whore for having these thoughts, but shoot I've got needs you know? I'm only 25, I shouldn't have to deal with this!
And yes suhl, thanks for your 'words of wisdom' but we have talked about this, we have been talking about this for a few years now. So know, I'm just like where do I go from here.

[beachguy in thongs]

You have to get a divorce, first. I'm in the same situation, except I spent the past five years arguing with my girlfriend, not my wife.

[yankeesgirl83]

Thanks for reading guys.. Jake that's actually great advise.. Believe me I have tried just about Everything... with my hubby though, he's got some issues. and as much as i love him I am at the end of my rope. I don't want to leave him and I feel like such a whore for having these thoughts, but shoot I've got needs you know? I'm only 25, I shouldn't have to deal with this!
And yes suhl, thanks for your 'words of wisdom' but we have talked about this, we have been talking about this for a few years now. So know, I'm just like where do I go from here.

Buy Cosmo or one of those other girly magazines. I know those "101 New Best New Moves" articles are cheesy, but some are awfully creative, too. You need to sneak attack your man. Don't give him a chance to say no. Be waiting for him (with no clothes on and all "hot and bothered" ) when he gets home from work. Let him try to say no to that...

[nitemarehippiegirl]

I will not get a divorce, we have the perfect marriage except for this and we have a child, he is a great dad, I will not split up my family.
Would an occasional 'hook up' really ruin what we have left? I have always looked down on cheating, but I feel that it would be so much worse to leave him...