Ey man, your 14 atleast wait til your in highschool or around the age. Trust me you'll even enjoy it more. Marijuana dramaticially stunts your growth and at your age you can't afford that....In the process you'll fuck up your immune system....enjoy a good blow atleast 1/2 times a month..If ur willpower truly is that strong..at any other higher rate later on, it'l barely affect you and you'll end up spendin more money for more potent stuff or blowin twice as much...I know your young but if you plan on havin kids, know that it can also lower your chance of that ever happenein young blood...And it can fuck up your brain (short term memory problems...some say that's not concidered as damage....but you do the math)....Not to the extent you said about your friend though...Sounds like he was laced or tried sherm...it hurts to see a friend go down like that.....But don't take in what some of these people are sayin....Ask them what age they started, what other drugs their on and what they see themselves doin 2 years from now.....I'll stop here though cause in the end you'll do what you want...but if somethin go's wrong, no one will sympothize with you cause by then you've lost your youthful innocence....:thumbsup: