um we've been going to the doctor on and on for the last few years. trust me all her doctors know whats shes on and i believe thats her problem. her oncologist saw her the other day (she only sees him every 6 months) and he said he didnt reconize her because she had gained so much weight. my mom is fat. thats scary to say. shes been 120 pounds like me all her life. high metobilism runs in our family. we are all twigs and shes 200 pounds. i wish i could post pics of her ankles...its scary.

about the grass i dont know. every time she smokes she is fine. it has never not worked. yet she always ends up saying "well ill try it again this time" like its not going to work...and it always does. i cant have her taking all these pills. itll kill her liver and i feel we are just going backwards. pot has been the only thing close to knowing that works. the last 3 years its been why this? why that? and for the first time i know hey pot works. not some times. always. and its not like she doesnt want to do it. i roll her joints and thats fine. i just tried getting her into the glass scene and she loves it...just doesnt smoke from it. its odd..

were in process of getting her a new pcp becuase her pcp now just gives her whatever drugs she wants. not to mention he has no answers to give us. last time i asked him a few questions and he told my mom he was pissed because i put him on the spot. bullshit, im making him do his job. im making him address the issues i felt were important and he doesnt care. blaming weight gain on prozac? are you kidding me?

im just tired of this all and i thought i could find some input here. thanks.