3 years ago my mother had a braint tumor removed the size of a baseball. it was maliginat, not cancerous and supposivly the surgery went ok. she had fast recovery at first then it slowed down. she had 4 blood transfusions. she now is still on disability from being fired from her job, making 6 figures a year. she sits at home all day now and just watches tv. she hates not working too. anyways...she has gone through so many drugs of all sorts for everything. she is a working pharm machine. everything from xanax/valium/muscle relaxers...shes allergic to vicatin so she takes dilaudid/morphine/pain killers. im talkin top of the line pain killers. we think shes allergic to dilaudid now becuase she gets hives and itchy every time. she also takes anti seizure drugs and everything in between. shes got allergies and shes got asthma so she takes albuterol and other inhalers. okay so shes on the works here. she also had breast cancer stage 0 and was on a 5 year plan for tamoxifin.

now.....
i cant take it anymore. shes got a tolerance to some of the most powerful painkillers out there and they dont even help! we just came back from ER and they gave her 15mg of morphine with some pheregran for the nausia. thats a shit load of pain killers! matter of fact right now shes walking around and talking like its not even effecting her. im lost. im confused. and i dont know what to do. i got her into cannabis after admiting that i, myself smoke it regulary for recreation and headaches. she suffers from migraines and asthma and all types of shit. so evenually i got her to take a smoke and it worked. it was awesome, and for a brief period in time i thought marijuana could save my moms life. now lately(last 6 months) she has been taking pills if her head hurts even though i tell her to smoke everytime and she never does. i sell bud so i try to throw stuff her way when i can thinking maybe different strains could help more pain and anxiety issues and it does. im tired of her getting shots and doping herself up with pills. she needs to smoke but i cant get her to get over the mentality of it all.

she says it doesnt feel right her smoking pot for her headache. she see's it as getting stoned by herself and thats lame she thinks. i told her to think of it as medicine but she cant. its just a drug to her, now she has a lenient view on it but still just an illegal drug. she says she doesnt want to smoke because she wouldnt feel comfortable doing something like that without a doctor recommendation. she also believes for some reason if she gets a doctor recommendation then that means its legal for her.

someone please help me straighten her out. this is a pothead sos calling out to any brain tumor patient or breast cancer survivor or anything. the last month she has been swelling up with water retension. its rediculous and im getting very scared and no doctor can figure out what it is. i want her off the pills and on the pot.

please help.
wadejason Reviewed by wadejason on . cant take it anymore 3 years ago my mother had a braint tumor removed the size of a baseball. it was maliginat, not cancerous and supposivly the surgery went ok. she had fast recovery at first then it slowed down. she had 4 blood transfusions. she now is still on disability from being fired from her job, making 6 figures a year. she sits at home all day now and just watches tv. she hates not working too. anyways...she has gone through so many drugs of all sorts for everything. she is a working pharm machine. Rating: 5