I would like to take the 5 minutes that I have ( must go to work )
to thank all of you for taking the time to reply to my post, I appreciate the concern from all of you and I thank you for sobering my pityed attitute towards myself, I think I have it so bad, but I just need to be thankful that yeah maybe I cant drive an shit but at least I dont have regular siezures (only have had one) but at least i am not in a wheelchair or handicapped in some way, I must give you all a lot of credit for dealing with your situations as well, becuase I don't think I would be able to live, If I was fucked up in some way shape or form from the seizures or surgery, tomorrow is my dooms day everyone , i go off to the hospital, to get an MRI of my brain, they will tell me weather or not surgery will be done, and I found out what i have is a cluster of blood vessles that burst that is my cause of the seizures,

wish me luck everyone, I will be thinking of you all tomorrow.