let me tell you that legal drugs arent the answer. i was on ritalin for a lot of my childhood and i honestly think i would be a far better person today had i never been on that. of course it wouldnt be that bad since you would be doing it yourself and are past the developmental stages and everything. id try some acid if i were you, youll probably feel a little more content afterward. and ive never done salvia but from everything ive hard a lot of people have bad experiences with it maybe even more than have good. so dont use that as your standard for drugs please. anyway back to legal drugs for personality problems. lately i have been thinking this shit is a far bigger escape from reality than any street drug and people just assume its good because someone else said it usually they dont really know why or how it works, but it isnt illegal so obviously it must be healthy. fuck. and thank you, someone else who understands how when you dont have a hookup it isnt that easy to just start asking random people on the street. im with you there