no it's not just the depression, i've been thinking about it for awhile, since everything went 'dry' and i knew that was the end, i'm not just a 'teen' i'm 21, and there is no where to get anything, i don't have it in me to walk up to random people and ask, and this city is a pretty dry city to begin with... and i highly doubt anyone here lives anywhere near me, closest would be probably houston which is an hour away.. i don't have a way out there, so getting it taht way is out of the question, besides.. we're not allowed to look for hook ups through this site.. i really do feel it's the end for me.


aside from all that, we don't really have the money to support my habbit anymore, it's hard to find decent weed for 10 an 1/8th (it's always just feel in my lap through some friend or my brothers or aquantances) but i'ts all gone now, person i was getting it from stole my 20 bucks and i ain't getting it back so i'm not going through him, friend that used to be able to get it, and even buy it for me, lost his job which is where he got it from (he'd give free tanks of gas to people for an oz or so) and i haven't even heard from him in a month, brother moved, and can't get it there..