i think...

[smoke it]

yo slip i no a guy who rolls the best blunt evr. i send u sum no charge.

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[SmokingPlatypus]

lol is this thread about suicide or not, I cant figure it out......If its not and your just complaining about not having weed your a pussy

No, it's about not having weed, and not really being sure if growing up is what he really wants to do and just quit smoking, or keep on trying to find bud. I've been in that situation before, it's not really fun. At all.

[3rdEyeVision]

just quit then if its making you this sad or whatever....

[yoda]

your a respected member slip. but if you feel its what you need to do, give it a try. if you have aim or aol, my sn is 'riffs and spliff' so im me sometime cause id still wanna hold some chat with you.

[invoke]

I think you should stay, I don't really know you... obviously, but I bet you have a lot of information you can share with some less-knowledgable people. (Like your cleaning the resin guide, it worked great for me! I even get enough to muster up another bowl. :thumbsup: )

[cannabis campbell]

Well if your gonna leave dont do it unless your 100% sure!

[slipknotpsycho]

no that's not why i'm depressed and i'm not suicidal, i'm depressed because every birthday i have i realize it's another year i've accomplished nothing (there's people who aren't even motivated to do the things they need to do, others that just live their life day by day (me) and some who have high hopes and dreams, i don't reallly have money to go back to school, and there's just nothing to really do for me... except wake up, do essiental daily stuff, play a game or two, and go back to sleep...) and also, my entire family with the exception of like 3-4 people have disowned me.. they all hate me (believe me i'm not over exagerating, they all really do hate me, i'm the scapegoat of the family =/) it's just a depressing realization that happens 2 times a year, christmas and birthdays (when most people are with their whole families, i'm not.)

about the leaving, it doesn't really matter if weed just fell in my lap once or twice, we can't really afford first of all (remember our food stamps got cut, if you've read my venting post) and there's just no where to get it to begin with, i mean yea i'm sure you could find someone here, if you looked through everyone, but 98% of the people that have been asked if they have any, or know where they can get any, are looking for someone to get it from themselves...

wife won't let me grow, so i can just kiss that idea goodbye, believe me i do want to grow..

and it's a plant, i think you mean psychologist (psychiatrists are the ones who prescribe meds, psychologist can't.), and i've had one for quite awhile (don't anymore) talking about problems never has helped me.. i write poetry/songs to get my feelings out usually, but this isn't something that can just be let out, the depression over it can, but it's not just going to go away, it's not something i can just make peace with either... it's really shitty to be hated by your entire family..

[rhino44]

Hey dude my grandparents were like my real parents. I used to live with them and help them out. they both passed away recently and it really sucks cuz grandparents kick ass. Enjoy the time you spend with them. Like you the rest of my family doesnt like me much. They thought I was just taking advantage of my grandparents when really I cared deeply for them.

Hopefully you can find something positive to do with your time. something that's positive both physically and mentally. Also find something your good at and able to make a decent living off of would help you alot. Atleast for me even though I'm currently unemployed. I'm a carpenter and there is nothing like working a full day and coming home and relaxing. It's just a really good feeling of accomplishment.

Maybe taking a break from toking is what you need. Just try to keep a positive outlook on life. I have taken a few breaks from toking and I find exercise is a great stress reliever and makes you fel better about yourself. That's just me. hope it works out for you...Peace

[Marlboroman]

Well I don't know if money is a factor to keep in mind (usually it always is), but what about seeking a psychiatrist? They don't medicate, either. You just talk out everything with a professional. Just another idea. ~

This aint exactly right Its a Plant.

A psychiatrist does prescribe medication.(and they are often solicited by drug companies to push a certain brand or anti-depressant)

A psycologist doesnt.

[Its a Plant]

Lol ya, I noticed that after I posted it. I hope everyone got what I was trying to say.

And Slip let me know.

But uhhh, thanks guy, and thanks....

Hope everything turns around for you Slip~