I guess wut is worse than loosing yur Dad to death is losing him cause he just left and did not care about his offspring... My ex's Mom died and her Dad disowned the family years before... My ex's Stepdad was a creep and that was all she had after her Mom died... She did things to herself that ultimately was a cry for her only parent to care... Also gotta add that she wus molested and had very little self respect,that is the underlyng cause of our breakup...

You guys had a Dad who wus there,memories live on,be thankful there are good ones!!!

May your Dad rest in peace,and may you and yur family find peace...