damn... lots of replies
thanks everyone...
yes, we are sitting shiva, and i am wearing a black ribbon
and aviator sunglasses
this death was the worst thing that ever happened in my life but at least ill grow to be a stronger, kinder man from it
plus i am getting close to people i had some problems with
like my sister cassie... im gonna drive out to chicago after i get my license and see her
and my friend hillary... we are so close now... i was over her house for like 4 hours today just talking and watching her fashion show... and she lived her whole life in family turmoil and without a father... and it was comforting to both of us to talk...
plus, me and my mother are going to discuss the whole weed thing after shiva is over... and we are gonna golf... and buy some more guns... and all of that. she was the most hurt in this. losing the love of your life is never fun. no teenager should ever have to bury their father.
thanks for the kind words everyone