dude, im sorry about my previous statements. its sounds like your dad was a great man, and he will be with all the great people. your posts are bringing tears to my eyes theres one paticulr one that i said after my grandpa died, almost word for word as you said.
man... i still dont think this shit is real
it still seems like a dream
what i said to my aunt when my grandpa died was
i cant belive hes atualy gone, it feals like im dreaming,
and then the next morning i woke up and thought to my self, ohh, he just went to the store, when i go over to grandmas, he will be sitting in his rocking chair eating his ham sandwitch. but he wasnt.