Hey Haze.....Things are going to feel really weird for a long time. It's like your brain just can't accept the fact that things have changed. The sun comes up, people go to work, the birds still sing, babies are born but somehow a vital part ofyour life is gone and the rest of the world isn't aware of it. You feel like you're walking through some strange dream, not absorbing any of the sights or smells.
I've been through this many times before with different loved ones...a brother, an aunt, 2 uncles, a great-aunt, both grandparents and yes, a father too. Hold onto what he means to you and when you can, start to enjoy the person he was.....the silly stories, the trips and mostly all of the love.

God Bless you and your family