My dad died

[da haze meister]

Hang in there dude! It's a hard road but things eventually get better....remember the good times as they say.

Take care....you and your family!:thumbsup:

im tryin man... its just everywhere i look i always think of him
i woke up this mornin smelled cofee and thought i heard him
and i rushed downstairs but
then i saw the flowers... and it just killed me

[napolitana869]

you're dad sounds like he was a great guy, the best thing you can do for him now is try and grow up to be the type of man he was. I don't have the words that can make you feel better, if there are even any out there. good luck and i'm sorry for your loss. be strong

[m.g.]

100% true bobbong

well, actually 100% false. i found the obit using the info from the thread and google and read a a rather long bio (long for an obit anyway) and he must have been a good man and loved by many across the country judging by the comments and sympathy notes in the guest book...he was also a civil war historian which is also my hobby (although i'd never consider myself anything more than a hobbiest)...and services are tomorrow.

i posted on the plain dealer guest book last night but it hasn't been cleared yet...

[geonagual]

Damn bro
Sorry to hear about that
Life is very fragile
Live everyday like it is the last
and always enjoy the fact that you wake up in the morning.
Peace

[sweetnsoberz]

i bet are u fukers out there that flamed him feel like crap now eH?

[spacelamb]

Hey Haze.....Things are going to feel really weird for a long time. It's like your brain just can't accept the fact that things have changed. The sun comes up, people go to work, the birds still sing, babies are born but somehow a vital part ofyour life is gone and the rest of the world isn't aware of it. You feel like you're walking through some strange dream, not absorbing any of the sights or smells.
I've been through this many times before with different loved ones...a brother, an aunt, 2 uncles, a great-aunt, both grandparents and yes, a father too. Hold onto what he means to you and when you can, start to enjoy the person he was.....the silly stories, the trips and mostly all of the love.

God Bless you and your family

[flamingskullballs]

oh dude, im sorry...just remember, hes all lookin down n shit, with pride on his offspring

and the way you wrote it, i thought it was a poem at first...

[da haze meister]

well, actually 100% false. i found the obit using the info from the thread and google and read a a rather long bio (long for an obit anyway) and he must have been a good man and loved by many across the country judging by the comments and sympathy notes in the guest book...he was also a civil war historian which is also my hobby (although i'd never consider myself anything more than a hobbiest)...and services are tomorrow.

i posted on the plain dealer guest book last night but it hasn't been cleared yet...

how did you know my name?
what the fuck?

[da haze meister]

these are the last photos i have of me and him
http://www.southernexposurephoto.com...&eventid=51496

http://www.southernexposurephoto.com...&eventid=51496
dont laugh at me for looking like a retard... those are our last photos
also kinda proves i was on that road trip to those fucking retards that doubt me

[Psycho4Bud]

Them are the memories to hold onto....by the way, is that your lil' bro in the last shot? Looked like a good time. Best wishes dude!!!:stoned: