My dad died

[BobBong]

i cant fucking believe this shit
why would i lie about this?
the suicide thing wasnt meant to be posted
'twas a joke btween friends
im just fuckin freaked out
moreso for my brother cuz he found the body
we go to the funeral home in 30 min to pick a casket
and then the cemetery to get two plots.
i will scan his obituary. i will do that if you sick fuckers dont believe me
really saddens me

Man.. you need to walk away brother. This shit.. these people that are trying to throw it in your face, are stupid. You hear me people? I'm really fucking disgusted that some people would believe that this is nothing more than a joke.. *spits*

da haze,
I'm sorry your father died man.. i can only imagine how it feels and frankly, i'd rather not even do that. I was really hoping he'd pull through because i know how much you were hoping for it too.

You need to spend time with your family. As hard as it'll feel and as much as you want to distract yourself from this... you can't. Nor should you. Do not hide your feelings from this because in the end that is all you really have. Forget what anyone says, anyone types or posts.. I can hear you saying "fuck them" and that's exactly what i want to see.. the "fuck them" attitude.

Please don't post proof of this haze... you'll regret doing so in the future.. these people online and not actually a part of your life don't really care... that and only that is the reason they would even attempt to say otherwise.

I'm not saying nobody cares, i'm simply saying you shouldn't care if people believe you or not...

Take care man, help your family and keep movin' forward...it's all you can do.

Cheers man...Hope this helps,
Bob.

[latewood]

Sorry da dude...Hate to hear about anyone losing there Father...I am getting to the age where it is inevitable, that I am going to lose a parent in years to come...God forbid; Hang in there, Life goes On, and the 'ol Man would've wanted you to Live that Life...so be it. Latewood


chowder, chowder, chowder...hmmm sad

[smitty420]

damn stay strong and i send my condolences. Maybe lay off any substances for awhile they can make u feel worse

[latewood]

I wouldn't sacrifice my privacy by posting up your Dad's personal info.

On another note...I am sure I would post something here if one of My loved-ones died. Cdot is a part of my life, as well as many of you posting here...despite DHM's past history; I think all you naysayer's are Assholes...peace

and yes, I do have a life and a business or 2 and a farm, and rebuilding a house and still find time to help out here.

[Fengzi]

Sorry for your loss Haze. I know from personal experience that it is very hard to deal with your parents mortality. If it makes you feel any better, it sounds like he died painlessly in his sleep, and you can take some comfort in that. At least he didn't suffer from some painful, long term disease. Hang in there bro.

[cani]

hi haze, sorry bout your Dad. one of the worst things to go thru in your life. lost my Dad, seemed all of a sudden, little did I know bout his health. plus my son just lost his Dad. you have a lot of emotions go get thru, along with the rest of your family. we will be here when you want to come back in chat. pm me any time. xoxo

[FunkyMonkey]

Haze, I feel for your sense of loss. I know the feeling of losing a father. I lived it myself when I was 14.
I wish there was some way I could provide some comfort to you but all I have is words. We have words, and a feeling in our heart that we want to share with you but that alone will never heal the wounds you have right now.
Time will do that, time and understanding and above all love.
We can try to share our love with you with our words and hope that somehow it may reach the part of you that needs it most.
Words cannot truly express this but we will try. We will try because we can all relate on some level and those of us who have not lost a parent or a close loved one can imagine the feelings you must have inside you right now.
We all feel connected to something like this.
So even though some of our words might seem hollow and empty and meaningless compared to what you are facing, know that they are sent to you with a deep sincerity.
Read our words when you are able and imagine that your circle of support grows with each word you read. Each word represents love for you and a desire to take some of your suffering from you.
Use us as a place to speak the things you might not be able to with your friends and family. Use us to vent the darkness if you wish.
We are here for you to help you in whatever way you feel we can.
Ask and you will recieve my friend. We are not all just strangers on the other end of wires and cables, we are people who care.
We are here man, with our words, our hearts and our souls.

peace and love and understanding.

I will say a prayer for you and your family.
Know that oyour father can still hear you and feel you and his love will never be gone from your life. You are his child and that bond can never be broken, and that relationship is everlasting.

FM

[sweetnsoberz]

hit me up on msn tonight lil haze, we shall talk if you want, you have soooo many people who care about you in this community whether you realize it or not, you are well taken care of my friend, god bless.....

[kingjustin]

Yeah HAze- don't worry what the asshole kids say. You do what's right for you, and don't let anyone tell you otherwise.
I know the feeling- if you need someone to talk to, we're all here for ya.

[spacelamb]

Haze....I've never met you and probably never will, but I've enjoyed "seeing" you around these boards.

I am so sorry about the loss of your dad. There has been lots of good advice and offers of shoulders to cry on given to you. Some of the best support will come from your family, hold onto each other. Take as much time as you need to mourn your dad. Cry and then cry somemore. Your dad DOES live on in you, conduct yourself and live a life that both you and he can be proud of. I do believe this should mean finishing school. It may suck now or not seem worth it, but short-term suckage will pay off with long term benefits.

God Bless you and your family.