pipe dreams hows the bud in the gville ocala area? I heard some good thigns about it. I dont know if i should brign some with me from down south or just reup when i get there. Nad jim morrison i know how u feel cuz im feeling it now. We talked this morning shortly and it hurts. i dont know i feel a little better today because im realizing that it woulda been so hard on both of us if we stayed together when i was in college. But i dont know i feel like i may b making a mistake by not trying one more time to get her back. She tells me she still loves me and i still love her, her aim profile says this " If its meant to be it will find a way..... Ryan you are the best thing that ever happened to me, we had our ups and downs but i want to thank you and I love you and care about u with all my heart <3" I mean i see that and i just wonder this cant be the right decision can it because we both are hurting and care about e.o. Im scared that i will never meet a girl that is as sweet or special as her and i dont wanna look back on this in the future thinking i made a huge mistake. Im torn right now between remaining close friends or trying one more time to get her back because it seems right.