Quote Originally Posted by smitty420
hey whatsup everyone. Im RYan im 18 and im about to go to college in gainsville florida. I live in south florida and i feel lost at the moment. Since july 2 2005 i dated a girl jamie whos 2 years younger then me. We were totally in love and dated untill july 12 2006. We had been havign some problems and arguments and thigns seemed different for a few monthes but we felt we were strong enough to make it through anything. Then last night jamie randomly ended thigns with me over the phone. Nothing too major had happened recently it had just been a slow roll downhill. We both cried on the phone and we both still love eachother, she said she loves me so much but cant have a boyfriend right now and I was just like r u sure thats what u want and she said yes. Well we talked for awile and plan on staying close and she called me last night again to talk and say gnite and it was so bad. It was semi akward convo about ubllshit stuff then when it came time to go to bed it felt so empty without the i love u i love u 2. I was like jamie i still care about you o much and she started crying then i did and she was like i care for u so much too but we cant be together anymore. Well this morning she called me since shes my alarm clock for work and htigns were ocmpeltly wful. She got on the phone and was like hi i just wanted to wake u up i gotta go ill talk to u later. She sounded terrible as did i and was probably crying. I feel lost right now. Like part of me is gone forever, i cant eat and am naseaus. I dont know what to do i dont know if i should try to get her back or just try to be friends. Im scared that if i try to get her back shell cut things off entirely abd we wont talk anymore. I know im going to college and theres 50 000 girls for me to meet but i feel like theres no one out there quite like her. Im sick to my stomach and she is too she told me she was about to pukle last nite. I have no clue on what to do i just feel totally lost and sad. I always used to laugh at young kids my age getting upset over breakups thinking how are they upset there 18 years old no one gets married that young theres a million fish in the sea etc etc but i just am overwhelmed with sadness. I dont know if i should try to get her back now or just remain close with her and see what the future brings. We already decided that no matter what we will stay close because we both need eachother i just want to do the best thing. Any advice please will be greatly appreciated.
go have a wank breathrin......you sound stressed....everything will be okay in the morning

(sorry, im not really good at giving advice)