I am so sorry,I don't know what else to say but I can tell you are mentally strong & just don't want to give up without a fight. I guess your husband being who he is he is just a realist? Even telling me the news about your sister you still made me smile when you said you wanted to smack your husband-bet you would do that

You sound like a little girl so excited about School..I don't know you but just from reading your post I would bet that you are going to be in the top 3 of your class..maybe #1 You seem to be the type that excels at whatever you put your mind to...I wouldn't want to debate you. I can't imagine the anxiety I would have doing what all you are doing..I am not the best at multi-tasking..hence the slow posting-I am eating my mini-wheats & trying to punch these keys at the same time. Just remember to post after your first day at school so I can at least "feel" your excitement & try to keep up with you.