Quote Originally Posted by mrdevious
I've found inner peace...

it'll pass


it always passes
Actually I think I know what you mean, or maybe not but it reminded me of something I said to myself once.

Similar to geonagual I decided to fully give up Christianity since I was probably a piss-poor one to begin with. Seeing the guilt free new freedom of thought and action I had was very refreshing, since I didn't have to wonder if God or Jesus or whoever may be...spying on me for lack of better terms disapproving of my actions. This was my primitive form of inner peace, I was merely spiritual i.e. meditation, delving into astral projection, et cetera.

Soon thereafter it passed and I was "normal" again though the "inner peace" lasted nearly a year. I was lost and uh...spiritually alone. That was a low point for awhile, I kind of got depressed and all that jazz.

Then I read a few things and altered the ol' mind a few times and came to the conclusion that now that I didn't need God I had to clear my own path instead of following his clear cut 2000 year old path. Since I knew I would be okay in the 'spiritual jungle' I call it this resulted a second wave of inner peace.

Man...didn't mean to type out that much. I hope it makes sense and I didn't stray too far off the subject, heh...

...and lastly I forgot to add, congratulations geonagual. Feels great doesn't it?