Welcome my friend. I was like you sort of. I really wanted to try weed (not sure if you do) but before i did i wanted to learn everything about it. I wasnt about to try a drug i didnt know about. I eventually tried it and loved it. It hasnt hurt my grades at all and im not lazy. It also helps me with my asthma. Whatever decision you make is cool. As long as you dont turn anti pot haha!