dude thats awesome!!
i remember one time I got high and watched a metoer shower, and as I was thinking of like the big bang and electrons and the universe, it hit me. The reason that the universe exists is because if it didnt we wouldnt be able to ask why it exists. I was so happy and started shouting this as I ran up and down my street. some guy threw something at me, i think it was a beer bottle. but other than that, I see the world in a totally new way.