seems to me like she moved away and the note she asked you to give to the teacher was her note telling the school she was transfering you should have hugged her when she asked you for one she probably took that and the shove into the locker that you hate her you gotta find a way to make things right find out where she is talk to her again and apologize 5 months is a long time

and i know what you mean about things bringing up memories of people you love i have a mascara stain on my sheets that wont wash off and everytime i look at it im reminded of all the good times and all the hurt i went through with the girl i talked about in a post a few months back

just try to apologize to her or do something else to take your mind off it