I just dont understand Why this all happend.
After going out for a month we get in to a fight I brake up with her for some reason I dont know why.
And we were messing around and I pushed her in to the locker a little to hard Seamed kinda mean I didn't even mean to do it.
She comes up to me. Stares deaply In to my eyes. Ask If she can get a hug. And I was pissed off about something else. And said no and walked away from this girl I loved alott.
I dont know why.... I didnt mean to.... I was pissed off about something else... I said no... I walked away...

I've never ever had a guy say no to a hug. or anything else. a hug. it's such a simple thing to do for someone you care about.

And never, ever think that you fucked up and did wrong. you never do wrong if you learn by something.
hurting people is wrong and people learn at the expense of others all the time. withhold love from another and you withhold love from yourself. you're not ready for a relationship. get to know yourself. love isn't love til you give it away.