you know, 10 months ago..I was in a fatal car accident. Both my boyfriend and I died..slammed into a tree at over 120mph...we were taken out by the jaws of life, flown to the hospital..we both had HORRIBLE TBI[traumatic brain injury]. They didnt think either of us would walk, they thought our memories would never be the same, they thought we just werent going to be the same people any more.
My boyfriend had surgery on his brain more than 4 times. I was in the hospital for 2 weeks, brain and spine rehab for a month...boyfriend was in the hospital for a month, same rehab for 3. I hadent seen him and when I did he had a trake in his throat, his left eye as well as mine are fucked up..he can no longer see out of his, but I can fortunatley see out of mine still.
I went to visit him a couple more times. He being japanese, his families 'traditions' or what the fuck ever made it impossible for me to see him, even when I went to visit and was broken down into tears. And we had been dating for a year and his family seemed so sweet ! They seemed like they actually liked me !
But the last time I went to visit him, I caught him in the hallway of the rehab gonig back to his room..I was so excited, I had been with his friends there too.. he was smiling, he seemed happy to see us. Just then, his mother and sister come out and rush him to the room..pulling him with all they've got..he was trying to tell them to stop, trying to pull away put they wouldnt stop. They slammed his room shut and I burst into tears. I couldnt take this anymore !
his father was there still, trying to explain that 'oh, he's better physically, not mentally..check back ina couple weeks' he said this EVERY FUCKING TIME I WENT TO SEE HIM ..so I just went on a rampage..I got so pissed off, I just started yelling all I felt about the situation.
I asked WHY he would do that to his son, to us. Why couldnt we see him, he seemed so fine, he smiled..he remembered us..I Could tell in his eyes, I KNOW HIM. WHY WHY WHY...
but his father being the foriegn fuck he is tries to tell me he doesnt remember us or anything having to do with me or his friends or anything huge in his past like that...I was so mad. I couldnt believe this at all.
His mother coems out of the room, trying to 'calm me down' by telling me that he doesnt remember us and he wont for a long time and hes not the same anymore...i wanted to punch that bitch in the face.
THEN, to top it off, his sister storms out of the room and yells that she told us not to be popping up..I told her she could never tell me such a thing. and she grabs my arms, attempting to hurt me in some way? I pulled away from her in a second tops..I told her to never touch me again. SHE DOES IT AGAIN...I repeatedly told her not to touch me. I didnt want to start anything with her, I wanted to see my boyfriend again..
her parents tell her to go in the room and she storms off in a huff. I screamed at them that if they didnt want me there in the first place they could of at least fucking TOLD me.
That was the last time I ever saw him.
we talked once on aim a couple months afterwards...but thats all i've heard of him. he remembered me...down to my fucking lip piercings and when we went to prom, he remembered it all.
and what we had, what we have..its so flawless. never argued, never fought, we're perfect for one another. I kid you not, there was no problems in that relationship.
and he was stolen away from me...hidden..and I cant do a god damn thing about it.
and YOU ...YOU want to talk about a hard time? heh...you've got it easy, my friend.
Just be lucky you had a chance with her, that's all I can say. Just be thankful you got that chance to have her in your life.
Anything could be drastically changed in your life like that in a second. just be thankful...be thankful and learn a thing or two from your woes