Okay I have a problem,

I really liked this girl 2 years ago when I ment her In class she set next to me.
Had a crush on her for like a year half. Me and her usta talk everyday for up to 6 hours at a time. I could talk to her about anything and everything. It seams like she was the only one I could ever have a real conversation with. We were like best friends. And I asked her out and she said yes. After going out for a month we get in to a fight I brake up with her for some reason I dont know why. And Then couple weaks go bye before Her and I start talking again. Then we become friends agian. Every thing was cool for a month or so. Then one day she told me to give a note to one the teachers that It was a secret. And then later that day at school After lunch time we were at the locker (She was my locker partner). And we were messing around and I pushed her in to the locker a little to hard Seamed kinda mean I didn't even mean to do it. 2 hours later we are in 5th hour. We are cleaning out our lockers. She comes up to me. Stares deaply In to my eyes. Ask If she can get a hug. And I was pissed off about something else. And said no and walked away from this girl I loved alott. The next day I come to school. Her stuff Is gone. One of my friends tells me she left. And I still havnt saw her yet its ben 5 months. One of her friends told me she dont want shit to do with any one from that school. She never gets online anymore. I done know her phone number. I just dont see how this can happen. Every one was friends with her she was one of the most nicest girls. Careing, Friends with every one. It just seams kinda hard to forget some one like that. You always kinda think what could of ben. Now ever girl just seams like another girl. Is it normal to feel like this? To hold on to the past and memories. I just dont understand Why this all happend.

The simplest of things can bring up the past.
And Its the pain of not being with her all over agian.
And Even If I saw her It wouldnt be the same. Alott of things happen over time. If I ever saw her agian I dont even know what I would say. Why do I feel like this. Any one know what the best thing for me to do?


Laugh all you want. I will only see you as ignort.
Sorry for the spelling errors. For Iv'e ben up 34 hours.
spiked666killer Reviewed by spiked666killer on . To get over someone. Okay I have a problem, I really liked this girl 2 years ago when I ment her In class she set next to me. Had a crush on her for like a year half. Me and her usta talk everyday for up to 6 hours at a time. I could talk to her about anything and everything. It seams like she was the only one I could ever have a real conversation with. We were like best friends. And I asked her out and she said yes. After going out for a month we get in to a fight I brake up with her for some reason I dont Rating: 5