i know what you mean its really hard to not say i love you when she signs off my friend who used to have really strong feelings for me and i still love alot still calls me on the phone every once in a while and i find it so hard not to say i love you before she goes to sleep some times i wait till she falls asleep on the phone and say it to her then cause it feels right

i turned to pot and alcohol too they helped me alot in my time of need the alcohol not so much anymore though now when i drink sometimes i get as depressed as i was then and talk about wanting to die