I find smoking and then skating helps me keep calm and try and figure out what im doing wrong instead of just grabbing my deck and hurling it into the air, its when you try to hard that you fuck up and get the worst injuries.

I just popped a bearing last night and ive been meaning to get some new ones for some time, as there really shitty, im goin to West tomorrow to get some Bones Reds<---best bearings there are for the price

But ive quit smoking pot, im on day 3 after smoking almost hourly for 2 years, sleeping is hard and the guitar is more frustrating but i think its for the better. Once i acheive the results i want ill probably just smoke at night like you, its not good to be stoned all the time.